[Stories told in mere handfuls of words.]
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Champion of the World
If you want to be the polar arctic rock face climbing champion of the world, you've got to work at it. You've got to climb every day until your fingers bleed. You've got to practice technique, and take baths of ice to get used to the cold. It's tough, but that's what it takes to get to the top.
This morning I decided that I don't want to be the polar arctic rock face climbing champion of the world.
Eye Contact
I read on the Internet that eye contact is the key to social confidence. If you meet someone's gaze head-on, and they look away first, then you know you're the dominant person in that situation.
I believe it. Though it's not a skill I've ever really had. The last time I looked someone in the eye was twenty years ago now. But I want to learn. I've been practicing with the characters on TV, and I'm getting better all the time.
The Inside of a Cat
The inside of a cat looks like the wires around the back of my computer and also like pictures of cities taken from helicopters. Today was not a good day for me. She changed her phone number and I don't know if I can make rent. Even so, I don't really know why I'm doing what I'm doing. But I guess it's made me feel better. The inside of a cat looks more complicated than any problem of mine.
Positive Thinking
I believe in the power of positive thinking. That's how placebos work. You believe you're getting better, and so you do. It's pretty amazing.
I'm taking the same approach with my problem. It's all about attitude. Every minute of the day, I'm willing myself to get better. And I know I will. In a few weeks from now, I'll be climbing mountains again. I'll go running every morning, just like I used to. I can't wait.
My prosthetics consultant calls it blind optimism, but what does she know?
Blooming
Blooming since Spring, the flowers grow all wild and strong. They take over the fences, the pavements, the benches. One in particular...he's been there, since Spring. A white beard his own forest. The flowers have begun to curl around his feet.
Room With A View
In an age of TVs, computers, video games and DVDs, I think more people should unplug. Do what I do - look through a window. Honestly. You'd be surprised at the amazing things you can see. It's always interesting - and you get this magnificent sense of freedom.
I started doing it a few weeks ago, and now I can't stop. The only real drawback is that the flowerbeds make your shoes muddy. And if the neighbours see you they call the police.